Let me be super pedestrian and redundant and say that YET AGAIN I couldn't figure out what to talk about this month (or rather, how to talk about it). Even with your prompts and feedback I was at a loss. (Sound familiar? Cuz, it happens every month.)
I finally sat down yesterday and jotted some notes down and hit record and started talking (out of my ass). An hour into the lecture, I couldn't stand to hear myself, it just sounded like waah wahh wah wah, so I said fuck it and stopped recording and started practicing my Italian and didn't do anything that involved me moving off my couch until bedtime.
The thing is, what you guys asked me to talk about, and what I had settled on talking about, was this feeling of "Is this all there is?" that so many of you are experiencing. And, ummm, funny story: I'm going through that same exact thing!
So imagine what a fraud I felt like yesterday trying to teach you something about it. I was thinking maybe I'd just record a video of me saying I LIED THIS SUCKS STOP LISTENING TO ME I AM A LOST WOMAN.
But isn't that how it goes? That often what we need to learn we're called to teach? I think so. I'm telling myself so.
I don't know how to sum up what this month's lecture is about, except to say that it's not about how to lose weight or get out of bed with a bounce in your step or what to do about your social life or your backne or the job you feel is a dead end or how you thought it would be better than this. It's about so much more than that, because this thing we are doing? Is also about so much more than that. And the punchline is, when we remember the latter, the former somehow works itself out.
I FUCKING LOVE YOU SORRY THIS IS SO LATE BUT I'M DOING MY BEST AND THIS IS MY BEST.
This is also available in an audio format so you can download and listen to on your MP3 player (iTunes, etc.).
Hi! This is the meditation I'm doing right now. And I'm cheating and making Gurmukh show you for me.
This month we are reading the Untethered Soul!
Group Coaching Call.
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